My Writing Must Have Made Karma Unhappy

If it’s not one thing, it’s three others.  Now that my wife is finally starting to emerge from her bout with pneumonia, I seem to be battling it (or some close cousin, perhaps bad bronchitis).  I just pray my daughter doesn’t get it.  This clearly seems contagious.

Needless to say, I have gotten no writing done.  None.  It’s been a month and a half (I think) since significant words were added to one of my stories.  It’s just really tough to focus when I’m trying not to drown in my own phlegm.  (Too much?)

I have decided, however, that I should try to resurrect an older story in time for the WotF Q1 deadline.  “Thinking Out Loud” was a promising old story that I didn’t write from the correct POV.  I have since rewritten it (at least parts) from every character’s POV.  That’s right, all eight characters from the original story (there was a ninth, but pure cardboard set-dressing).  The idea was to rotate through all eight POVs when they were most important to the story.  That proved a touch exhausting (though still a cool idea, just not for these characters).  The next idea was to cycle through the four original antagonists.  Better, but I found I was only really interested in one of them.

So now I plan to rewrite the story just from this interesting character’s largely unsympathetic POV, changing a few plot points (more monkey wrenches in the works) and tweaking some characters (make some more exaggerated), all in about a month that includes Christmas and my daughter’s third birthday.  After that, I plan to pull a rabbit out of my…

In an effort to make this blog more educational and less personal, I hope to highlight some of my story wrestling here.  For instance, I have gotten away from outlines almost completely.  Soon I will explore the possibility that this is a causal factor of my current block (that and phlegm).  A no-brainer, but a boy has to sort out his issues somewhere.

Eventually.

-Oso

…and another

I weep.  Okay, more a sniffle.

“Secondhand Rush” was rejected today by Strange Horizons.  It was my best bet so far, I think, but it “failed to win over” the editorial assistant.  Shucks.

I’ll have to check to see what pro markets haven’t passed on it.  So far, I think it’s only hit Clarkesworld, the bar at JBU, WotF, and now SH.  I’ll keep trying.  I could have used a big break about now…but when couldn’t I?

No real story production on my end of late.  Between school and the fluid that refuses to evacuate my wife’s lungs, I’m hard pressed for time and too weary when I have it.  My day job is trying to suck out my soul (one of Strange Horizon’s cliche story concepts) and I really need an energizer.  Or maybe just a beer.

Pseudopod Rejection

Finally got my Pseudopod rejection.  Not sure what I anticipated.  “Glow Baby” is one of those stories that’s not quite horror but not quite anything else.

Got some helpful feedback.  I’ll try it elsewhere soon.  Maybe Wierd Tales?

Too Tired to Type

The ideas are rolling around in my brain.  New ones, mind you, not solid finishes to any of my countless works in progress.  But I try to follow my inspiration.  Unfortunately my fingers and my subconscious can’t get together on this one.

My wife has pnemonia and I’ve been Mr. Mom the past week, so I’m pretty darned pooped.  My daughter is pretty demanding of attention, though I am happy to be the parent lavishing that attention.  She’s a momma’s girl.  Anyway, between attending my daughter, caring for my wife (who doesn’t seem to be improving and I’m starting to fear hospitalization is in order), teaching, andlosing the battle to keep the house halfway clean (not my forte), I am very tired.  I find my free time spent decompressing with a game control in hand or asleep.  I want to write (I have a little vampire-funeral story begging for keyboard time) but I can’t seem to construct seentences, just ideas.

I write here trying to remind myself what it feels like.  But it’s 1:30 in the morning and writing isn’t happening anyway.  I guess I just wanted to share my frustration with the net at large.  Thanks for listening.  Therapy session complete.

Night all.

Odyssey Lecturers Announced

As of this moment, I’m not sure if I plan to apply to Odyssey.  If I put six weeks (consecutively and exclusively) into my writing career (and hence away from my family), I’d really like the word “Clarion” to show up on my resume.  Does that make me a snob?  Absolutely.  How many words do I get to impress an editor?  Sure, we’re even talking cover letter words here, but it takes a lot of time and money to get that word.  As a teacher, it doesn’t matter what college I went to.  My brother got out of college and went to law school; the name on the diploma mattered.  Same here.

All that said, Odyssey’s lineup is pretty significant including big-ticket names from both of last year’s Clarions.  The simple fact that I’m thinking about applying (despite that first paragraph) says a lot.  Coalating data.

Odyssey’s Writer-in-Residence (per my understanding she stays the whole six weeks and serves as primary lecturer the final week the entire fifth week whereas the other lecturers stay for about 24 hours…do I have it right now?) is Laura Anne Gilman.

Weekly guest lecturers will be Alexander Jablokov, Michael A. Arnzen, Elizabeth Hand, Gregory Frost, and David G. Hartwell.

Be sure to check out my workshop page for more useful workshop links.